IAmRaptorJesus

Those nights when, you sit down thinking everything is going to be okay. Those nights when, you start your regular night routine. Those nights when, you see something that makes you think. Those nights when, you know you start to overthink. Those nights when, you feel unwanted, unloved, stupid, fat, ugly, betrayed in every possible way, and wonder why you're still here. Those nights when, you have an easy plan to carry out with. Those nights when, you contemplate suicide, and noone helps anymore, and they don't care.   Well, I hate to break it to you, it's one of those nights. It's every night, suicide on your mind, hallucinations, p